PHASE TWO

Artistically I think you guys are ready for the movement
So what the fuck have I been doing?
Trying to find myself as a brand new film student
So help me please before I blow up
I just need you all to help me grow up

Seriously I need a moment for the man who I was
By now I became better & stronger not even just because
Yet by the choice of my mistakes
I guess it was time to cut lose on the breaks
See by now I figured out I have what it takes
So God grant me vision to out shake these fakes
If my life is a movie the 1st 22 yrs have all been out takes

So camera A? ready! Camera B? Ready
Lights camera action
Time to get this shit crackin
Yea I'm definitely sure Lori's son is gonna make it happen.

-Darrin Elliot

BYE

Deep inside I want this pain to go away
this shit plays hide & seek but I'm just trying to play keep away
So please go away & never come back for another day

Because I'm tired of crying myself to sleep
Tired of not wanting to eat
This fucking cut is just too deep

& its like you poured peroxide all over my wounds
This burn is one that was often felt too soon

Just within ten months? How did I allow you to get so close?
To become the person who I want the most
Then I become a nobody when you decided to get ghost

Fuck I just want to boast & brag to my friends like we got it going on
I wanted you to be the one, you even got in good with moms

Now its over & I have no clue on what I did
I never pressured you or even brought up kids

I always played my part
Always thought I was smart
Yet its you with the change of heart

I mean my dad always said "son consistency is key"
So how the hell could you pull this shit on me?

I mean fuck don't you know what you meant to me?
I always figured that's it, she's the one to be
But you turn up my temperature to a higher degree

You aren't here, you left my side

& didn't even say goodbye

I guess I was misinformed when I thought you were the apple of my eye

I was wrong when I thought I was that special guy
I was dumb when I thought you'd be done to ride
So in a way I guess this is my thanks a least for the try
You won you hurt me, so there Goodbye.

-Darrin Elliot

From the heart I

I notice my goals have become more different.

The things I aspire to acquire have changed

& I'm not looking to impress anybody

I feel alone at times because my outlook on life is

often one that most can't stomach. Even in the words that

I write. I don't expect most of you or even half of you to get them.

I don't do this to be or feel accepted nor glorified.

This isn't a venue to showcase my talent nor my mind

to me this very place. Yes B&R is just that, a place.

Like any other place I have visited I'm myself & I do my thing.

So again this isn't for you, me nor anyone else,

Its just a place inside of a place. Simple as that.

Now if you like what you see, thank you.

If you don't like what you see, thank you.

You served a purpose & you've been to this place.

I hope we all can take things for what they really are

this moment, this breath this second. My only

aspiration is to seize the seconds. It's how life should

be lived. Thank you all for any love you've shown me,

thank you all for any hate you have given me. You all are

Greatly appreciated & you have no idea how big you all are.

As always,

Darrin Elliot