THIS MOMENT

Lately, I don't feel like fucking with anyone at the moment. Just me, myself & I. The older I'm becoming each day the more & more I expect people to just naturally become more & more like myself. Needless to say I'm setting myself up for disappointment. But I don't know exactly what it is, but I do know that I just do not want to be bothered. Not by my family, my team, my job, none of these females, no one.

I guess I sit in an era of solitude where only I can add or subtract to my life. Sometimes it is refreshing to just get out of attachments in people & keep to yourself. To analyze what makes you, you. What is important, & what does one need to add or subtract to make one's existence that much better. I'm all about growth right now. If you have an attitude issue or a "catty" personality, you are not needed. If you do not know when nor even how to properly communicate, you are not needed. As well as part time friendships, who mainly only come out or around just to kick it & party, guess what? Yeah, you as well are not needed.

This life we live is a very short one, & I guess the main focus for this post is to sometimes take a step back from it all & assess that time. Its something very crucial in fact. Sitting here at 23, I definitely fell as if I had my fair share of midlife crisis issues, however its not over. Not in the slightest. So as I gather my head do me a favor & try to gather your own. I'm certain we all have things we need to assess.

-Darrin